From the state of a teenager to the state of “I am a man”

The state of a teenager inside. I take little responsibility in different areas of life. I have no students. I do not feel confident in myself as a man. In January, I put myself in a situation where I only have myself. I have no one to rely on. I moved to Lviv, taking a one-way ticket, there was about $ 600 on the card. And rented housing per day through airbnb for only 4 days. My task was to find permanent housing at an acceptable price and start my development. As soon as I arrived in Lviv, the next day I immediately started transforming and untying knots. To put it mildly, it was not easy to live through this physically and psycho-emotionally, when you have not resolved the housing issue, when you are not confident in yourself, in your income, as a master you are stormy, there is no peace inside. The traumas of loneliness, childhood traumas, mom and dad traumas, self-doubt were revealed. Such were my starting conditions in January.

All my results are the result of a complex of actions:

• playing Lila at our GA Kiev meetings,
• energy healing sessions,
• unloading destructiveness onto the fire carpet,
• karma correction sessions + OS, OS, Shakti, Big Financial,
• 40-day prayer package,
• vector programming session,
• Tarot layouts,
• radical forgiveness questionnaires,
• daily morning and evening attunements
• constant self-monitoring,
• support from mentor Natalie Korol (as well as consultations),
• support from girls from GA Kiev.

1. A month later (in February), I found my own place to live in great conditions, which fills me up, where I feel good and where I continued to work and grow in a focused manner. Before that, I moved every 4-5 days and spent from 3 to 5 thousand UAH each time I rented something, which was stressful, but it really expanded me. I wasn’t used to spending such amounts in a very short time and only on rent, my brain was boiling.
2. At the same time, I felt in my heart that I was being led. That they were sending me clients, that I was being heard. And my faith in all the tools and authorities reached another level that cannot be described in words. I began to open up as a master and realized that now everything was in my hands, I had to interact with the forces and continue to move forward.
3. Almost immediately after that, I had students (my Witches) and began to open up as a mentor, to learn the nuances in conveying meanings, although this is not always easy. At some point, Anya wrote to me (she was not a student yet) and said that she wanted to come to me for a CC. Honestly, I started to cry. Because I felt in my heart that I had passed the January-February stage and was now vibrating differently, I had done everything right, and now the results of your efforts are starting to come. Students come when the master is ready. When you feel trust in him, when higher powers see that you can handle it and start connecting with each other from above.
4. I finally managed to find and translate the spectra of my inner lion into a positive aspect (without excessive pride, arrogance, without a destructive desire to attract attention to myself), and towards constructive pride in myself, for the people who are in my close circle, sincere support and adequate protection of my boundaries. I took control of these manifestations. This is where responsibility began to unfold. No one will come and do it for you, you yourself must responsibly approach all your questions. Now my lion is my strength
5. I doubled my income (there were jumps of 3.3 times and 2.5 times, but I took the average stable level, below which I do not fall). Since February, I have placed myself in expansion, introducing monthly trips (sometimes twice) to Kyiv – and these are expenses for housing, tickets, food, leisure. This is what it means when your barber is in Kyiv and you do not want another)) and also our girls from GA Kiev, well, how can you not go))) This bore fruit and gradually came to the realization of my desires – I bought a musical instrument, updated equipment, etc.
6. I became much calmer inside, many triggers went away. Even those around me, with whom I communicate, feel this. That next to me in the fields, they are filled with calm, wisdom, support, even if I do not say anything, I am simply present.
7. It is very important that at some point I looked in the mirror and began to see a man, to feel the background of a man, and not a child or a teenager. I lost the desire to show off, to talk nonsense, to waste time on things that drain me. Clarity, seriousness, and structure were added.
8.  In the House Healing training project in April, I reached the level of managing director with a good percentage (in January, I was a techie for a small percentage). This is all the result of the fact that at some point I began to take on more and more responsibility, to show up without fear, to solve problems more boldly. Responsibility in the project increased, responsibility for the people who work there. More responsibilities that directly affect the company’s income. In a short time (2 weeks), we launched the House Healer school and attracted 120 students to the first stream.
9. I showed up as an organizer of GA Kiev meetings. Our meetings did not stop in December 2022, but developed very coolly throughout 2023. Our company became very warm and sincere. On my part, there is initiative, impulse, in response – a response, support from our Kyiv girls of the center. I used our instruments, methodically, regularly and for a long time, without wasting myself on some other ones, on some other masters, incomprehensible practices. Only ours, so native 🙂
10. And as a gift from space, I met a person who helps me to open up in music. There is a great power here that has yet to be revealed. This area is an important element of me. What I blocked for 3 years, I was not afraid to let out and am developing in this direction. It fills and opens up very much. Here, blocks have already managed to open up)) Well, how could it be without them)) In December, I got rid of the fear of singing incorrectly, the program “do everything correctly and stop if it doesn’t work out”, shyness in front of a person. As a result, I became more harmonious and calmer at the instrument, it became easier for me to work with the teacher with my voice. This is just wow)) All this would not have happened if I had remained in the state of a teenager and had not decided to work on myself. Without quality transformations such results do not come, and if they do come, they are not consolidated. We will talk about music and results in 2024, there is a lot of work ahead 🙂